I have been feeling a bit stressed lately, and I feel that my personal relationships are hurting from it. I am having trouble getting over the little things and blowing up at anyone. I think that it is just that I feel that a lot of things are getting out of my hands and I can't reclaim them.
Mark is still holding a grudge for what he feels was an unnecessary outburst. I threw fruit at him after he messed up again. not just any kind of fruit, but rotten bananas and grapes. they were the closest thing to me at the time of explosion. In my defence, they were better than apples and oranges. these were just mushy. I was just so angry and hurt and words failed me. Hard to see me without words, but it happened! the fruit hit the Mark (literally)
Mark is still holding a grudge for what he feels was an unnecessary outburst. I threw fruit at him after he messed up again. not just any kind of fruit, but rotten bananas and grapes. they were the closest thing to me at the time of explosion. In my defence, they were better than apples and oranges. these were just mushy. I was just so angry and hurt and words failed me. Hard to see me without words, but it happened! the fruit hit the Mark (literally)
Things will get better. God is using this hard time as a stepping stool for something better in the future.
I have such a sense of "whatever" at the moment. the fruit will have to be cleaned off the Mark though.
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how was your first sunday not working??
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